I wanted the gold, and I sought
it;
I scrabbled
and mucked like a slave.
Was it famine or scurvy, I fought
it;
I hurled
my youth into a grave.
I wanted the gold, and I got
it ---
Came out
with a fortune last fall, ---
Yet somehow life's not what
I thought it,
And somehow
the gold isn't all.
No! There's the land. (Have you
seen it?)
It's the
cussedest land that I know,
From the big, dizzy mountians
that screen it;
To the deep,
deathlike valleys below.
Some say God was tired when
He made it;
Some say
it's a fine land ot shun;
Maybe; but there's some as would
trade it
For no land
on earth---and I'm one.
You come to get rich (damned
good reason);
You feel
like an exile at first.
You hate it like hell for a
season,
And then
you are worse than the worst.
It grip you like some kind of
sinning;
It twists
you from foe to a friend;
It seems it's been since the
beginning;
It seems
it will be to the end.
I've stood in some mighty-mouthed
hollow
That's plumb-full
of hush to the brim.
I've watched the big, husky
sun wallow
In crimson
and gold, and grow dim,
Till the moon set the pearly
peaks gleaming,
And the stars
tumbled out, neck and crop;
And I've thought that I surely
was dreaming;
With the
peace o' the world piled on top.
The summer---no sweeter was ever;
The sunshiny
woods all athrill;
The grayling aleap in the river;
The bighorn
asleep on the hill.
The strong life that never knows
harness;
The wilds
where the caribou call;
The freshness, the freedom,
the farness---
O God, how
I'm stuck on it all!
The winter! the brightness that
blinds you,
The white
land locked tight as a brum,
The cold fear that follows and
finds you,
The silence
that bludgeons you dumb.
The snows that are older then
history,
The woods
where the weird shadows slant;
The stillness, the moonlight,
the mystery,
I've bade
'em good-by---but I can't.
There's a land where the mountians
are nameless,
And the rivers
all run God knows where;
There are lives that are erring
and aimless,
And deaths
that just hang by a hair.
There are hardships that
nobody reckons;
There are
valleys unpeopled and still;
There's a land--oh, it beckons
and beckons,
And I want
to go back---and I will.
They're making my money diminish;
I'm sick
of the taste of champagne.
Thank God! when I'm skinned
to a finish
I'll pike
to the Yukon again.
I'll fight--and you bet it's
no sham-fight;
It's hell!
but I've been there before;
And it's better than this be
a damn sight---
So me for
the Yukon once more.
There's gold, and it's haunting
and haunting;
It's luring
me on as of old;
Yet it isn't the gold that I'm
wanting
So much as
just finding the gold.
It's the great, big, broad land
'way up yonder,
It's the
forest where silence has lease,
It's the beauty that thrills
me with wonder,
It's the
stillness that fills me with peace.
Return
to Peacock's Den
http://tobi_wan_2.tripod.com/PeacocksRun.html
See
Beach Mining at Peacock's Run
http://tobi_wan_2.tripod.com/PeacocksRun.html
E-mail
me at cedonaldson@starband.net
Last Up-Dated On 15/Aug./2001